I fall on my feet!?

Things have been going extraordinarily well. When this happens i tend to feel extraordinarily uneasy and then things become very ordinary all over again. I would like to savour the moment but really, surely it's on the way out!?

Lights & Sounds at Shepherds Bush last night...supporting Metro Station. Now, i'm by no means a fan of Metro Station. But that is a pretty big deal? Overheard a guy say to James 'you were better than Metro Station!' They literally played for 40 minutes, it was poor, AND they played to a backing track. The only stage presence was that infuriating brother of Miley Cyrus, chucking his numerous guitars to a complete dweeb to stage right. 'Trace'? was a moron. He stripped off, needed a towel to dry himself because he's that important, and was wearing a droopy black cardigan that left a lot to be desired in terms of covering up; as if i want to see that?! His tiny nipples and awful tattoo's and lanky body! Urgh! But apparently every other girl in the room (minus Charlie, i hope) loved it and was begging to see it. He knew it. The whole thing was pretty awful and cringeworthy. Mainly because 3 years ago, prett sure i would have been one of the obsessed. Oh, his voice also sounds like that of a paedophile.

Anyway! Back to the main point. Lights & Sounds were absolutely amazing. They sounded brilliant, they all looked awesome - 'i told him to wear the checked shirt with the grey underneath..i thought it look hot' - and they just looked like it was easy and they were having an awesome time. So all in all, so proud. 

Also, got my accomodation for uni today...THIS IS WHAT I MEAN BY EVERYTHING GOING STUPIDLY RIGHT AT CRUCIAL POINTS!? Okay so firstly, i've gotten into every Uni and course i have had my heart set on (i've applied twice and never quite knew my main choice so this is quite an achievement), before that, managed to get back into sixth form and pretty much rule my A levels, then i got into Manchester, then i got the job at Topshop despite breaking jewellery and not knowing any answers to the interview questions, and now i've somehow got my first choice accomodation?! For a normal Becky High overachiever -fine. For me!? It's bloody ridiculous. Richmond Park, single room with ensuite and shower. Fuck. Off. I'm not even bragging, that would imply that i understood and wanted to show off about it to everyone else..when in actual fact I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I'm waiting for it all to go wrong. (but it is quite fun.)