i dread to think where she'll end up with a heart like that.

I don't understand anything that happens, ever. It really is baffling how i still wake up and still go to sleep every night and i'm still trundling along. At what point did i decide this was still a good idea?

Literally, the past 3 years have been awful and weird and brilliant and life changing and terrible all in one.

I'm 20 next week, that is the end of this period of my life. I'm about to start University and i'm about to start living the way i wanted to before you fucked it all up for me.

I'm not letting anybody fuck it up this time.

Oh, and i'm not being bitter anymore ;)